Comic talk

7/21/24
okay, so recently ive honestly started thinking about starting my own webcomic with my ocs. ive had their story in my head for a while now and i know most of the plot points i want, im just very bad at stitching it all together i guess. im pretty sucky at writing stories but im thinking maybe i can do sm like jthm? like you know the characters n uhh.. stuff happens idk, but at the same time when i was making said characters and story, i was always looking at scott pilgrim as refrence, being what really inspired me to make the characters/story in the first place. ugh.. im not really sure what i want to do, but for simplicity sake im probably gonna make it jthm ish (by that i mean there is gonna be NO COLORS. and the stories r gonna be kinda like short one shots unless i wanna make them last a few pages.) sigh.. i already have a page down and it doesnt need any context aswell so im probably gonna upload it soon or something, i just need to code a new section for it.. aswell as coding ways for u to scroll to the next page of the comic without the whole fucking website fucking you in the ass and reloading the page to direct u to a new one (i HATE this shit -someone with shit ass wifi) also, ugh errm i dont rly know how to say this but uhh fuck, basically, in the future of my comic, i will make some of the main characters like.. shit ppl ig, i just wanna say this from even rn. I DO NOT ACCEPT/CONDONE ANY OF THAT TYPE OF SHIT!!! look, most of my characters r based of my traumas as ive grown up/people who had grave affects in my life, and ugh i know itll be weird seing me insert it in the comic for rly no reason but to sightly relate to myself, but this always has been a personal project for me, and i dont rly feel like changing it/modifying it since like.. 1. i doubt anybody will care about a fucking webcomic made by me. and 2. its just something rly personal and close to me that changing it just kinda ruins the point for me

curious on why its personal to me?

this is my diary so im going to ramble about it a bit, but basically while developing these characters i was going through what id say is one of the roughest times for me, being suddenly hated on by my closest friend because 1. i didnt accept her getting in a relationship with a cheater AND 2. im pretty sure after i rejected her she saw no point of trying to be close to me/stay friends. she spread my secrets to ppl, she made rumors about me n shit just.. UGH!! FUCK THAT BIG ASS WHORE I HATE HERRR... she apologized but i DEFILITELY DONT ACCEPT THAT SHIT NOW THAT I KNOW HOW THOSE RUMORS POPPED UP (she also spit in my food once while i wasnt watching.. fuk dat nasty ho) ANYWAYS. i was going thru some rough shit, i had rly no friends to rely/talk to other than like... 2 and i would err.. look out for attention.. from uhh ppl online (short was for saying i was groomed) so yah.. rly the only way i got to express myself is through my characters, and i mean, thats rly the reason to why theyre personal to me.. uhh idk whatelse to say so im just gonna shut up now

My 1st entry!!

7/18/24
okay, i honestly dont know what to type for my first entry but i guess ill just ramble about what i like n stuff right now. im currently trying to work on a little lenore figure i hope i actually finish, i might make some more after her but idk, i also saw one of my mutuals make their own custon nendroid so.. kinda tempted but ill prob save that for a future project lawl. ife really been getting back into my own ocs again, if u didnt see the drawing! i recently added up. talking about my art, i need to add a upload date for them, and i need to organize them better on this website, i feel like it all looks just very.. unapetizing ig anyways.. i might make a new page/add my flash animations on here too, meanwhile, if u wanna check them out make sure to check out my tiktok, i try to post often but ive been a been behind recently. Anyways, this is a short entry just because this is my first entry, ill update this as i update the website in general ^.^, hopefully youll all care enough to check out my rambling :p